perfection

nobody's perfect, just some stand steps away from it, others miles away...
to be the one standing a few miles away is perhaps the worst condition, you know u can cover some miles or even steps but either u cant or u dont want to cover... n when u can but u dont, after sometime, it becomes unbearable for u to stand n look urself in the eye...
its the situation when u have failed to achieve standards u set for urself, coz u have become more accustomed with the comfort then the actual life which asks for straining urself a little bit more...
a little more effort from u , to improve urself but u dont take the last last few steps, just that u feel tired when u r not......
can u get frustrated by ur own unwillingness to work, to achieve something, to be somewhere important... it surely does n there s no solution to this problem, since u have realised ur shortcoming but u still cant do nything bout it coz u just dont feel like doing anything....
thats when u jinx ur life urself................