dead end

sometimes while discovering urself a state comes which was not there on ur mind or ur thoughts and that situation is like a hard blow on the face of ur happiest journey of all times... they are the dead ends...
unexpectedly they come leave u without a clue about ur next move... coz u had never thought of plan B.. everything was so gud.. according to ur dreams... and wat u see next is a big full stop. no where to go, no reasons, no explanations given, just one message: about turn n go back and find ur own new way, as if new ways were so easy to figure out.
and then another question comes to your mind.. was it worth all this time??? some people will say it wasnt meant to happen so it didnt, others will be it was not worth, good u realised it before it was too late... but deep down ur heart u know that (even if u dont confess it to urself) it was worth giving a chance.... howsoever bad it has become now it gave u some happiness u wanted and made u laugh n enjoy... and how can u be so harsh at judging it... there was no promise that it will never end or wont ever hurt u.... it had to end n so it has n here u r standing at the dead end.
whatever it has made me believe and disbelieve... i m happy that all this has not let me loose the ground under my feet... i m still standing, may be not as firmly but ya i m standing.... and will be more cautious before i take any step further to leave his ground to leap into the unseen future...