blue

i m emerged in blue...the color of the sky n the sea... i want everything to be blue....
but it rarely happens that things are exactly the way you want them to be and if u become more stubborn to make things your way life sometime reduces to a struggle where finally you are left without any idea from where u had started and where u have reached...but does that mean that u should stop trying and accept the things as they are...and what should u do when even after ur repeated effort the things stay the same or get even worse ....
i have planned a lot about my life and somewhere i am afraid to loose those dreams or plans to the hands of destiny.. but i still plan without having the slightest fear of them being brutally destroyed ... my this attitude sometimes forces me into an argument with myself.. i m the world for myself or i ll loose myself in this world...
"compromise is not in my dictionary" i dont claim this, yes i do compromise n i have compromised on lot of occasions but till where will i compromise....is life bout making rigid rules for urself and just die in trying to achieve those high standards or to flow with the flow of the water making ur life a miserable thing which has only achieved masters in compromising or to be your own self come what may and live life on ur conditions, the ones best suited to you or yet to balance out your conditions with the compromises...
the question remains unanswered........