thoughts

generating amid the most irrelevant things, thoughts never stop in the mind, frequency however may vary greatly at times.... from Harward law review to a Dior cape in a never sleeping city of Moscow (as claimed by National Geographic magazine) to Zephyretta...Indian rock... n what madras gymkhana has to say about industry….

and amongst these thoughts is the compulsion of thinking bout something i am really not bothered about , but which would eventually bother my later life.... and since we all want a secure later life.. i do it....

i like the red paint, the comfy chair, the Hermes fragrance, tandoori chicken, white sand beaches, sparkling fluids, smoke, glittering nights in cold streets, lying down on National Highway at 1:30 am, sand dunes, colourful glass beads, carnations, my blue room, but these things dont make my future life happy... sad... but they make my present moment best.. n worth living for....

so why is it that i m going against the present for an unseen future... being worried about things that i dont give a damn about....

with no other thought in hand, accept that we are stuck in this cycle called life and weirdass expectations from ourselves n become a slave of future needs and ignoring our present happiness....