LOST

here i was .. long lost .. thought i would never get lost again... but never underestimate urself... i was back again.. as i was never before.. best till date....
lost myself again, into the wonderland of my mind..... intoxicated and pure.
as people around gave a sigh.. i triumphed with joy... joy of loosing time, direction and faith can be more splendid than all the things u've found till now. and then the moment is there .. smile on the face and white in the brain.. n u know that u will long for this moment always once it is lost... so y cant we be just lost.. forever and ever...
and as usual good things never last long.. and the mind is back on track, un-intoxicated and polluted with the crap of the world.. old and bad...
the bliss of the moment was the ultimate treasure i could possess and contended with everything i was, and never thought of nything ... just lived the moment to the fullest, as life was ending the very next second... i drew all the air inside.. never to breath out again...
but reality came back n i choked.. had to let out wat i possessed.. to be cherished.