that part of me..

its difficult to explain though but i m sure most of the people have experienced this, the need of not doing the right thing every time, the temptation of stepping out of the line, for once, the thing without which u can live and be urself, but that one thing which u can resist, but u dont want to...
it is the evil side of u, but i dont want to call it evil; the mistake which u honestly want to commit, just for the kick of it, not like ur life is incomplete without it, but somehow that unexplainable urge just gets in the way...
and all this is beyond the everyday life, u r good to urself, to others, but for this part, let it remain under covers, secretly enjoy it. is it the need to have that little mystery bout urself which u confess only to the mirror n the thing to smile about... in the dark.
so what is it, is it the desire of taking risk or enjoying the pleasures of the unsaid and untold, or to share a wink with urself...
or to put it little harshly .. its the need of guilty pleasures?