belief...

so we do call it new year.. but if u see thr is absolutely nothing new about it except may be your calender... days come and pass by in exactly the same way they used to do last year.. so why do we get so excited for the new year... maybe coz we believe or we want to believe that this year wont be the same and we ll finally accomplish the tasks which were left behind the schedule.. so that makes it optimistic.. aint it??
then why the hell is it so difficult to be optimistic after the 1st of jan? by the end of 4th jan the same pessimist from inside crawls back on surface and the optimist is kept back in safe only to return the next 1st jan...
the belief which was so strong on the 1st.. has disappeared somewhere and i am back to my old miserable self... "The Secret" says that believe in wat u want to achieve.. but hello!!!! how do i stick to that belief when it shatters in front of my eyes? i know what i want and i want to believe in that too, but the whole damn scene looks like going in the opposite direction.... so if only i am a complete fool i can still believe in my belief....
so is it that things dont happened the way you want or its just that you dont get the POA correct and thats why the right way to the goal seems to be the wrong one?