let the time come...

so i went for another vacation and came back.. goa yet again, and the place was as amazing as it was the last time... what would the world be without goa.. god bless goa...
but what after goa.. as always i have nuthing to do now, except for sitting and getting bored. but this very boredom made me realise that i can not have nuthing to think bout.. for a person like me its very important to have something to think bout, something to look forward to, something to plan about..
and thats how it happened, something which i was always unsure bout and had almost decided against it, i changed my mind and it appeared the most natural thing to do, dint take me more than 5 seconds to get the picture clear in my head.
i was pretty sure that i would be happy with what i have achieved till now, forever and would not want more. but as it so occurs, when the whole thing about getting a job has sunken in, i felt that i can not always do that, i will need to do more, coz thats definitely not the goal of my life and right now maybe i dont see it but life is always about achieving more, challenging urself and trying till the desired result is achieved. so maybe i was feeling lazy till now, but i cannot restrict myself just because i was feeling lazy.. there is so much more to life.. and the least i can do is to give myself a fair chance...
now i guess i get what it meant, "we are meant to do a lot more and life isnt over yet"..
there might be things we r unsure bout, but when the time comes, those will be the easiest decisions to make...