chapter III

so finally .. after years and years i m free ....
free and done with studies... ( not exactly.. as i still have 3 months to go) but i know what i ll be doing after these 3 months are over...
what i have been waiting for is finally here .. marking the end of another chapter of life.. college...
i have got a job... still cant believe it but yes i have.. i m not useless as i thought i am but quite worthy ... not like life would have ended if i did not get a job for myself but it would not have been worth living either.. 5 years of this life i have spend in gaining knowledge for a vocation and if in the end it results in nothing .. i cant even dare to think what i would have done with myself..
i have lived for this day all my life, to be independent in every sense of the word.. to be on my own, to do as i please, to be what i want to be.
of all things i guess i m most thankful for getting rid of the uncertainty which was hanging like a sword on my head... not to know where i will end up after putting so much effort and time, could have been depressing and i dont know to what degree...
to be able to know the entire route map of life is definitely not what i want but for now i m glad that i have a direction to proceed...